RED LIGHT


Red light- art by Luro 


waking moments 
all futile. tired. 
there's still time
I thought. 
2:30 am
or 4. 
skipping dreams 
and nightmares 
just to wake up, alive
my short visit to hell
was arduous.
flames all around 
I carried no fire extinguisher 
yet I came back, unscathed 
reality hits like a hurricane now 
stiff curtains not ready
for a flight 
the eyes are hesitant 
but they open anyway 
and fight for a cause 
that won't matter 
red light on the window 
clear yet distorted 
a rectangular box
the brain knows all shapes 
even when the body is asleep 
the image 
vanishes in ten seconds 
blank walls and windows 
reality hits like a hurricane now
can't hit the hay again
but I'm stuck.
can't move, can't speak 
can't help wondering,
in the dead of the night 
or morning 
where the light went 
why did it fade? 
was it a signal ?
did it really have to go?
my eyes are tricksters 
but what if optical illusions 
were real? 

-Luro 








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